By Sue O'Donnell
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September 23, 2021
“We should make a dwelling place within ourselves where He can stay, He who is Lord God Almighty, Father, Son and Holy Spirit.” (St Francis of Assisi “The Rule of 1221”) Supreme One, I dream on, for I hope. I hope to go deeper in friendship with You. I long to go higher in worship of You. I would like to possess You more fully daily. I ask for You to possess me entirely, always. Please send me Your Spirit to this end. I cannot make You a dwelling place without Him. He is the Spirit of deference, of reverence. It was Your very own Spirit who called me, Called me to come and discover You, As the living Lord, our Father’s gift, My eternal Brother, Companion and beloved Teacher Saviour. Formerly I knew none of this, but wanted to. Your Spirit awakened my desire further, thank You. A dwelling place for You, Lord Jesus, Is not a building, nor church, nor cathedral, However imposing and grand and inspiring. You want to be within us, a part of our being, To this end You instituted the Holy Eucharist, Available to us as a grace and an anointed joyous favour. “...a dose of joy is a spiritual cure.” (Dietrich Bonhoeffer) We savour the moment we taste of Your company, We long to belong to You fully and to become holy. In the silence of reverence we can talk with You, A heart to heart, warm, open communion, The kind of union love necessitates for devotion, For emotion as love is vital to us, to love You, Lord Jesus. You are our safety, security in love’s generosity. You are our liberty from all that is evil. We want You to be fully at home in us. The invitation has to taste and see of God’s goodness. Christ Jesus, our Christmas Eucharist, still with us, You are our faith, our trust and our dependency. As we feel at home with You, comfortably, Let us offer You a home in us, our heart wide open. Come, dwell there as we journey on together, A blood bought son or daughter with Christ his (her) Saviour. The door to our heart is open for You and we rejoice. A dwelling place in the heart is the start of a life Given to our Father, by Your Spirit, honouring You, Lord Jesus. Then we look at the world differently, looking with eyes of faith. Thank You for feeding our spirit with Your body and blood. “May the power of the Holy Spirit work in us in such a way that we will always overflow with hope, expecting God’s best.” (based on Romans 15 v 13 The Truth) “The fullness of joy is to behold God in all.” (St Julian of Norwich 1343-1416) This is what You help me to do, Lord Jesus, all thanks to sending me Your life changing Holy Spirit, that together You are invaluable to me. You are my Teacher. You show me that peace which it is impossible to gain in the world. I have come to realise that peace lies not just in resignation to our Father’s will, but realisation that His will is the best for me. You convince me that Your life is perfect for You are the Father’s beloved Son, glorious and truthful, right in all You say and do. You share this quality with those who believe in You, gifting us a new birth full of hope, thank You. Your loving kindness is so good to know, such an amazing blessing, Lord. You are eternal kindness, eternal goodness and our eternal holiness. We are lost without You, lost to the hope of heaven. “For there is only one God and One who mediates between God and men, it is You, Lord Jesus, born as a man, the One who gave Yourself as a sacrifice on behalf of all men, to pay the necessary price to restore us to God.” (based on 1 Timothy 2 v 5 The Truth) Therefore I value You as Teacher and esteem You as my Saviour, enabling me to pray and seek mercy daily. I can ask for mercy because of being united with You in body. I can too, expect mercy for Your sanctifying blood was poured out at the †to save me. Thank You that the Holy Spirit unites us with Your infinite merits so we can approach the throne of grace. “Answer my prayers O LORD, for Your unfailing love is wonderful. Take care of me, for Your mercy is so plentiful.” (Psalm 69 v 16 NLT) I need Your help continuously, Lord Jesus. As both Saviour and Teacher You show me unconditional love, love in all its holy characteristics, that love You always exhibit in all You say and do. You convince me that faith fundamentally is about love. The things which will remain eternally are faith, hope and love, I learn. But the most important of these is love. Surely that is because faith is based upon love, the Trinity’s love for us and our love in return. Also hope is founded upon knowing Your love personally, being a recipient. It is the saving grace of Your ever loving Spirit gifted us who builds up our hope. Lord, it is all too easy to feel a failure as I make errors of judgment and fail to deal sufficiently with flaws of character. But mercifully You send me the uplifting Spirit. I am so grateful to our Father’s mercies for this process which develops our faith. We learn of You, Lord Jesus, we turn to You and commit ourselves to You, prayerfully and regularly. In turn You offer us the world! You help us to know You and the Father as one, together with the all loving Holy Spirit. I gain Your friendship Lord Jesus, and I gain the Trinity. At Your banqueting table I receive Your real presence. I am filled with awe. I see a miracle happen, visibly at the hands of the priest, but actually by the work of the Holy Spirit. United with Your body and cleansed by Your blood, I can offer our Father all my intentions for the glory of the Holy Trinity, for I become a part of You. My sanctity is in You, Lord Jesus, my safety and security, my hope, my peace and my highest joy, that life enhancing, life fulfilling joy of Your being. I can plead before the throne of mercy feeling confident of being heard and answered. I can rely upon the answer being the best, not merely some human’s reasoning nor wishful thinking. Lord, You set truth before me and I am grateful for this certainly. Your wisdom is so beneficial. You open my eyes by Your Spirit, to make each day a journey of discovery in faith. This journey is both exacting and rewarding. I seek to draw closer to You and the Holy Spirit enables this to happen. Thank You for gifting me a love of the sacred Scriptures. Lord Jesus, it is of great benefit to regard You as the living Word of God’s truth, the holy wisdom we must live by. And in addition, You are our atonement for failure. O Lord, how different life is once we claim You, name You as Saviour, our Redeemer. And although sometimes my progress in sharing Your holiness is too slow, I remain hopeful. “I do not claim to have received all that God has for me, neither have I yet been made perfect. But I am always moving forward to take hold of everything that You have planned to give me when You laid hold of my life.” (based on Philippians 3 v 12 The Truth) I want to know You in all Your fullness Lord Jesus. I realise that this may have to include suffering, because that is a part of life. I ask for the support of Your Spirit at all times, to strengthen me. May the Holy Spirit make me fully compliant with Your teaching and instructions, no half-heartedness in my response. May I do all that I am asked to do, equipped to do, and do it well. I ask to be fully alert and attentive to the faith blessing, life upbuilding Spirit, enabling me to offer all thanks and praise for my liberation from the condemnation of sinful failure. The past is passed and cannot be undone, but mercifully You tell us not to worry about this, but to rely upon our Father’s merciful, ever loving kindness, in His sending You as my Saviour. I am so grateful to receive of Your Spirit, so a new principle of love now lives in me. The Holy Spirit sets us free through You, Lord Jesus. “Under the law I could not do what God wanted because of my weak, sinful nature.” (Romans 8 v 3 The Truth) This frustration could have overwhelmed me. But Your Spirit shows me I am one of Your countless good works in progress. I thank You, esteem You, exalt and glorify You, dear Friend, Saviour and Teacher. You make my life to be a sinless offering to our Father. You are my saving, sanctifying Brother. The Holy Eucharist is such an invaluable part of this salvation and sanctification. I ask please, to be always led by Your Spirit, enabling me to make You my life’s focus. To live through You, alert to Your Holy Spirit, means I can share in our Father’s love, know His mercy, gain His peace, all because You are my Saviour. All praise and thanks ever, ever be, as You enrich life way beyond all that I could ask or imagine. Amen. 30.12.20 Sue O’Donnell